You're not as ugly
Or as fat
As you might think
You're stuck with what you've got
Which ain't half bad
So don't shit all over it
Despite the plastic surgery
And the food you don't eat
You will still feel
Ugly and fat on the inside
You'll cut up your face and body
Until there is nothing left
But scars and stitches
You'll starve yourself
To a skeleton covered in flesh
Only able to open and close your eyes
Taking in your three pounds weekly
If you do this
You will see from your hospital bed
That you were better off before
I hope you get my message
Before your life falls into ruin
Your appearance cut away and starved of heal
Lack of oxygen
It makes us stupid
It is the plasticbag
That covers our head
It is the pillow
Pushed down on our face
It is the boat
That keeps us underwater
It is the cigarette
That suffocates us
It is the smog
That society forces down our throat
Why not just give up
And suck in what's not there?
Because that is what they want
Resist it!
Rise up against it!
Fight back!
Don't just lay back
And take it
It doesn't suit you
To die like this
Just like everyone else
Failing like they did
Dying smuthered by your own defeat
If you resist
You may die
But your idea
Will live on forever
If they are so worried about my life
Would they care if I died
It seems like it would bring them peace
How am I to enjoy life
If I need to work my ass off to get there
If it is stressful for you
Think about how bad it is for me
It doesn't help to get yelled at
While I'm trying my best to dig myself out
Why should I waste my time
If I can't enjoy it
You tell me to socialize
But now that I am
You tell me to stop and do my work
What the fuck do you want
You'll never understand me
I fucking hate you
You tell me what to do
You try to control me
Let me live my own god damn life
I fucking hate myself
All thanks to you
I wish yo